Hey peepz
First of all I would like to humbly apologize for the disappointing three months of absence from my blogging; I am sorry for neglecting you. Any-who-zies; have you ever felt like you are having a midlife crises when you are a million years away from hitting your midlife? Well, I am. I am, a science student who is still a free radical. I have no idea what I am going to do with my life and yet, I have so many things I want to do. Also, I feel like my life is almost over and I should do these things before I become...old. I feel old, do you get it? My mind is always racing with a million ideas of which I cannot control. I feel like if I make the wrong decision, then obviously I am going to have a regrettable and boring life. And then there is school; it is not making it any easy. Who ever said that going to university was going to be posh colors and butterflies and fairy dust, was...in control? I have never been so anxious and stressed in my life. I feel like I am a grown up, which I am; but, too grown up. Like I have five kids that I have to feed and an unemployed husband (scratch that!). So what am I having? A Quarter Life Crises?:-D Ok, ok, what now. A few months before the end of freshman year. What will I have decided, what will I be, is the big question. I like to think that I am exciting and daring (to myself); I do not want that to change because of the wrong decision I shall make; if at all I make one. FYI, all you future freshman; ABSOLUTELY NO MARSHMALLOWS AND BUTTERFLIES ARE AVAILABLE HERE...and for those who know me, I am NOT complaining ok!
